I have numerous portraits lined up im supposed to be doing. And i cant focus on any of them. I dont want to do any of them. they bore me. and i feel in a rut because they are what i should be doing.

I have an obsession with drawing tattoos. I love to doodle them at work, or look at other artists work for hours. I really like the less realistic looking art at the moment.

I'm broker than broke. go figure. i want to pursue art and not be broke. hence why i should just draw the portraits right? they are commissioned. im just. in a rut. im stuck. ugh.